Tuesday 26 February 2013

Beyond what my eyes can see

I have just returned to the ship after a morning run, still a little sweaty, although showered clean and ready to eat some breakfast. The sun is hardly peeping through the clouds and although this means it is still so early, it’s the way I like it. I’m not good at running and only go because my friend asks and I know it’s good for me, but I do like to see the people and the small part of the city around which we live, waking up for a new day.
This morning the streets were dark and the air was quiet apart from a few cars on the road and the general noises of those already walking the streets, some of which we were sure had never been to bed!
I wish I could describe everything that I see to you well enough for you to understand. Perhaps if you’ve been to a third world country before, you might taste what it is I am so often trying to describe. Even if you haven’t, I hope you can imagine how it is and how it feels to be here.


Yesterday was one of those days that deserved a lot of describing words.
I went with a group of 7 other nurses and one translator to a local hospital to see if we could do anything to help out or serve them. After meeting with the Chief Surgeon, a couple of other surgeons and an anaesthetist, we walked through the small hospital as they explained what we saw; the laboratory, x-ray, paediatric clinic, labour room, one operating room, a ward for vesico-vaginal fistula repairs, a pharmacy with few emergency medications and the rest of the hospital in renovations, which included a family planning clinic and consultations rooms. There was also a school with 350 children from 2 to 7 years old.
That morning and probably most others, they had no power. So as we walked around we had to let our eyes adjust from dark hallways to rooms lit with sunlight. What I noticed when I looked around was wear and tear of chairs and benches which were constantly being sat on as people waited for their turn to see the doctor, nicely painted walls, clean floors, a few spider webs hanging from the ceiling, old, faded advertising of products and medicines stuck to the wall here and there and apart from the people waiting, not much else. The doctors had told us that they didn’t have much to work with and they were certainly right.

I went with one of the local nurses who spoke English and two fellow paeds nurses to the paediatric clinic to watch what was going on. That day there were about five medical students, dressed in lab coats, there to assess and practice, along with the one paediatrician and two nurses in scrubs, sitting out of the way listening to music from their phones.
The local nurse explained the process to us. If you or your child is sick, you can come to the hospital and pay a fee to get a ticket- 15,000GNF for an adult or 10,000GNF ($1.37 USD) for a child. This ticket lasts one month and anytime within that month you can come back for more treatment without paying another fee. The pretty faced local nurse told us that there weren’t many patients right now because not many people had money because of the political problems. (That is a whole new blog post issue!)
The patients that were lined up to be seen had the most common complaint of diarrhoea. For some mothers the solution was to stop feeding their new babies water and for others, to stop feeding their older babies cow’s milk and formula and to begin giving them solids. Simple things like nutrition teaching seemed to be lacking among the mothers. I have certainly found that an issue among the mothers on the wards. Watching and hearing a baby be fed water, sounds a lot like someone drowning and is not a very pleasant experience. The motion they often use is cupping your hand on the side of the cheek, pouring a small amount of water in and tipping the baby head down until the water is gone, either by swallowing, spat out by crying or aspirated (breathed into the lungs).


Somehow these mothers believe that all babies should be given water from the time they are born, along with breast milk. They can also be quite slow to begin solids for their babies, wondering why their child needs more than just breast milk and water but not trying alternatives. These are just a couple of things I have noticed over the years.


After standing in the cramped clinic room, with 10 others, watching for a couple of hours, with nothing to drink, eat or lean on, one my nurse friends just about fainted, but was saved just in time. After getting some air, resting and recovering, we walked around the hospital to find the rest of the group. They had been asked if they wanted to watch a surgical removal of a uterine fibroid.
We were taken to the operating room, given a green surgical hat to put on and entered a sparse room, complete with one empty cupboard, two stainless steel trolleys, one power operated suction machine with no tubing, one bucket on the floor, one surgical rubbish basin, one IV pole, one operating table and one patient lying upon that bed. She was covered by a simple piece of fabric, arm stretched out on the right side which had an IV and fluids running. The windows in the room were open, lighting the room well with natural light, but no power to run anything electrical, no oxygen and a few flies, flying around the room sitting on anything they pleased.
The anaesthetist had one 5ml syringe and one needle, a vial of diazepam, ketamine, atropine and ceftriaxone. We watched her as she smashed open a pop vial (we use our fingers to gently pop the top off) with a giant pair of forceps, seeing the glass splinter across the floor over the bucket. We watched her as she diluted the IV diazepam by sticking the needle into the top of the plastic IV bottle above the water line so the hole in the bag wouldn’t leak and draw up the fluid she wanted. We watched her slow push the IV diazepam and then when the surgeons were ready, she pushed the ketamine and atropine mixture. We watched the patient begin to fall asleep, but before she was quite ready and properly asleep, an oral airway (a large one) was introduced, causing laryngospasm, in which she coughed and coughed. It wasn’t normal coughing, as her body was mostly asleep. The veins in her neck bulged and her whole body convulsed as she tried desperately to expel the large airway. It was held in her mouth by the anaesthetist as she waited for her to stop coughing and convulsing. There was no oxygen and no suction. There was no probe or machine to measure her oxygen saturations and no paper present to write the condition of the patient or the number of breaths she was taking between coughs as her body struggled. She had a manual blood pressure cuff on her arm, but no stethoscope in sight to listen to the blood pressure. Meanwhile the two surgeons stood there waiting in their sterile gowns and gloves, unable to begin until the patient was completely still.

We were there to observe, not to judge how they operated and used their small amount of supplies, but my mind was screaming at me. My hands sweated profusely as my anxiety for this patient wrapped around my heart until I could stand it no more. I whispered to the nurse next to me that I had to leave and so I walked out of that operating room. I handed my hat to another nurse, relieved to know I wouldn’t watch that initial opening incision that could potentially end her life. I walked out of the operating room entry way and straight into a dark, dark hallway. I had to have air, I had to have light. I somewhat stumbled towards the direction of light, feeling like the sunshine could somehow dissolve the disaster of imaginings in my mind. I couldn’t stand the harsh realities of what I had seen. I can’t bear to think that this surgery was elective. Perhaps it would feel different if she had to be operated on or she would die. But what I had seen looked more like a death sentence than an improvement on life as she’d previously known it. But who I am to judge? I have at my disposal in the hospital (mostly here and certainly at home) everything we could ever medically need, in surplus. I have no idea how it feels to nurse someone with nothing but the skills of my hand, the touch of my fingers, the sight of my eyes and no back up. No machine to tell me exactly how my patient is doing beyond what my eyes can see. And so we prayed. I sat on the chair I found outside that operating room in the sunlight and we prayed. Our only defence, but one I know can certainly save.

Friday 15 February 2013

60 Minutes

60 Minutes America came to the ship about April last year and filmed a little of what we do on board the ship and inside my ward, the maxillofacial ward. If you live in the US you can catch the show this Sunday night. For those in Australia, you can probably see it online by Tuesday.
Unfortunately, you'll all get to see it before we do! I would love to know your thoughts!!!


Tuesday 12 February 2013

A Deep Sigh

We are driving along the bumpy road in a van, roof rack packed with camping chairs, eskies and backpacks, filled with 12 friends, all feeling a little closer after our adventure. As far as adventures go it certainly hasn't been dramatic, but perhaps the most relaxing African trip ever.
 
The sight out the window is one very familiar to me, but still dear to my heart. The land is hilly and dry, covered in red dust but still some greenery is poking through, even though it hasn't rained here in Guinea for a few months.
The road has many pot holes, with plenty of deep ones that throw me out of my seat in the back, a little yelp escaping from my unguarded lips. An uncounted number of goats, big and small, and cows, roam over the roads, often not even moving from the middle of the road as we drive past.
Every few kilometres there are villages we travel through. Market stalls on the side of the road with women sitting under the shade with their baby on their lap, child playing nearby and men sleeping on a mat under a tree.
No matter where you are driving there are people walking on the side of the road, loads on their heads. They carry fruit to sell, water, wood for fires. Often babies are also strapped onto the women's backs, safe and secure like a joey in a pouch.


Trucks, taxis, vans pass us, loaded beyond anything we would even attempt. Most vehicles would have failed a road-worthy about 20 years ago!




We drove 8hrs from Conakry to Delaba (mandatory flat tyre on the way of course!) for a ship long weekend get-away and stayed at a mission house, set up for teams making their way through the country. The house had everything we needed and if it wasn't supplied we had brought it with us! We had hammocks, camping chairs, fully equipped kitchen, enough food for a week and a beautiful view over a valley.




 

After setting up our things, settling in meant, eating a great home cooked meal, lighting a camp fire (including some wood chopping), swinging in the hammocks and generally just really enjoying life in the country, listening to the sounds of birds instead of the sounds of the generators.



We ate good food; bacon and egg breakfasts, freshly made cinnamon rolls, chocolate chip cookies, hommus with raw carrots or flat bread, chilli and lime popcorn, hotdogs wrapped in bacon cooked over the campfire, toasted marshmallows, chicken pasta, tacos, fresh bread with garlic herb butter, the list goes on.



And to counteract all that eating, a 4km walk over the hills to a beautiful waterfall with a natural rock bridge and cold water flowing between natural rock pools.





Sitting around in the hammocks, reading or chatting as the sun set, listening to the birds chatter, made us all sigh deeply. Do we have to return so soon?
So here we are driving back, van packed, music volume high, singing voices, air con blasting and smiles on all faces.
 

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